That sucks, maybe if they got their mental health in order and didn't selfishly cage you in homeschooling they could have made enough to provide you with a few nice things and you might have even turned into a normal enough person to not think you're in some epic bullying club against an educated married woman with racists and dog fuckers that were too insane for kiwi farms.mom: provided for me through my childhood years, didn't flip out when i tried to strike out on my own and failed, supported me when i stubbornly insisted on continuing to make my own way despite being homeless
dad: died unobstrusively when i was young and ensured i got an equal share of his small estate + survivors benefits that kept me alive